Tuesday, May 17, 2005

“dekho tv tumse kya keh rahaa hain!! “



“dekho tv tumse kya keh rahaa hain!! “

a classic one liner..

cleavage revealing village belle lara dutta in jhansi ki rani mode desperately attempting to rouse the villagers to revolt by alluding to kishan bhagwans’ monologue to arjunji as interpreted by b. r. chopras’ mahabharata..

and on the garlanded television kishanji smiles beatifically on..

from apoorva lakhia’s well meaning but tedious “mumbai se aaya mera dost”..

shriya


shriya - shyam and deepas adorable daughter

Monday, May 16, 2005

martha wainwright



if ‘bloody mother fucking asshole’ is really about her father then martha wainwright might have written the pop music equivalent of sylvia plaths’ daddy. bitter, sharp, angry, edgy - on first listening the album seems miles away from the lush melodrama of her brothers’ work. while rufus’ world is one of beautiful boys, hazy morning-afters and sinful pleasures, marthas’ is one of messy heartbreaks, desperate desires and the violent urge to define herself directly and honestly.

on multiple listenings however, they are closer than i thought- though marthas’ sources are somewhat different- country and folk rock- while rufus sources everything from classical music to big band- the faith in the pop song as a work of art stays the same. the crafted arrangements, the careful wordplay and the brilliant singing.

Sunday, May 15, 2005

the medallion



why give jackie chan who is anyways awesome enough a plot which confers upon him superhuman powers through a magic medallion given to him by a turbaned child? (whose name is jai.. is that an indian name- or just generally eastern enough for hollywood to be satisfied)

it takes away from the awesomeness that he is anyways capable of and makes him instead just another matrix character flying strung from wires or speeding about in fast motion. we have keanu reeves for that- don’t need another.

the virgin in the garden


the heroine of the first of the quartet of novels by a s byatt is a teenager who reminds me of a few girls i know- fiercely independent, intelligent, well read- who are able to see themselves constantly as performers in a case study of a greater theoretical premise. they know the theory and critique it through the practice of their own lives and seem torn between the complex emotions that they genuinely feel and the analysis of the reasons for them that they have heard through second hand sources.

to all of us who were too dim in our teens they might seem precocious, sometimes annoying for throwing in our faces the facts of our own incredible ignorance; but I think this discomfort might lie in the unease that we have with women who exude power in domains that we consider the prerogative of the male.

like all the other byatt books i have read, beautifully written, modes of language are flirted with ridiculous ease; the descriptions of the everyday are painstakingly detailed and tiring and the character sketches are spot-on; extremely literary the book is difficult, long and rewarding.

day trip to alibaug

it felt good to get out of the city even if it was only for a day when amit mayuri anushree and me got into the car on a drive where ella fitzgerald kept getting played even on shuffle mode. we got to alibaug ostensibly to take a look at the houses vandana is building in alibaug.

alibaug is really strange with tons of rich peoples' large designer estates in the middle of tiny villages that seem unaffected by them. vandanas contributions to the landscape were simple low rise, far flung homes with sloping roofs and laterite clad walls that stood amid the barrenness that summer brings to the area. samira's mad mariwala house was just next door with its metal barrel double heighted living room and its other whimsical eccentricities that may seem awkward to conventional eyes. i loved the ‘meditation room’ – the metal container from where you look upon the woods.

whats it with kihim beach? absolutely no places to eat. after attempting unsuccessfully to find a beach side restaurant we ended up at some place called ‘windmill’ for lunch, bumped into ameya from the first year, debated the relative merits of bar dancing (i was for it while anushree was against) and came back home after a detour that involved mayuri and me on a low hung branch over a flowing canal, amits incessant photography with nishesh's digital camera, cut watermelons and mirchi and salt on cucumber.

Saturday, May 14, 2005

how did the big bang bang?



q: how did the big bang bang?

a: two parallel universes in the form of membranes; postulated under ‘m’ theory after the 11th dimension was added to string theory from supergravity when a crisis emerged with strings vibrating in 5 different ways; collided with each other while oscillating or rippling. the stars were born when these ripples merged and separated.

ah… i see… this is the theory of everything.. Fabulous mumbo-jumbo to me, I wish i could imagine the dimensions or the membranes.. its like some strange spiritual speak that could very easily be coming out of the mouths of a new age guru.. what has happened to science.. and where was I sleeping when this was going on?

ps: my father, cynical as always, says that was a masterpiece of ‘k u b’ – or ‘kaise ullu banaya’ – his theory of the real world- only three spatial dimensions- add one for time. though i know that he secretly always believed in the 'nth dimension'

courtesy: space and time on bbc horizon: http://www.bbc.co.uk/science/horizon/2001/paralleluni.shtml

Friday, May 13, 2005

the attack of the clones

lucas george overrated is.. clones the attack watching i am tv on.

someone please explain to me why does everyone good and clever speak in a shuddh american twang and everyone evil or stupid a caricature of some ethnic stereotype.. except yoda the wise who speaks in inverted sentences oops- sentences inverted speaks in who.

i have never been a star wars junkie- so i find these prequels to be neither disrespectful of the earlier trilogy nor am i blind to the fact they are pretty much awful.

basically bad teen action films with every caricature and cliché possible, set in locations typical to those films like an american diner, or a mansion, or a mobile home- all rendered in bad overpriced animated set design. the action scenes and the costumes look like they were imagined only to be franchised in merchandise of various forms- mcdonalds freebies with value meals or video games.

i am glad i did not fall for the hype and pay good money to see this in the theater. am going to be more glad if i am able to avoid ‘the revenge of the sith’ too.

be with me, may the force.

and is that ayesha dharker in a one scene role playing the queen? real hollywood breakthrough, eh?

characters volume three: meet aaji


leela bhat (once leela ketkar).. wife of the late yashwant bhat- my grandparents on my mothers side.. once residents of the dusty small town of amravati near nagpur in a large red house (which i remember only through fragmentary images- like the large arched window in the living room, or the really dark interiors, or playing cards in the tube light in the evenings or the courtyard that it enclosed.)

mother of three children- usha- my aunt, anita- my mother and hemant- my uncle. as their children moved to mumbai the large red house soon was subdivided and sold as aaji and baba moved to a small flat easily accessible from both their son hemants’ and our places.

one of the original ngo women, aaji spends almost all her time imagining new ways of generating funding for a womens and childrens development organization in amravati- ‘vanita samaj’. they run a clinic and a school of the underprivileged and she is always looking for sources of funding. using every trick that grandmothers know to get their way- including emotional blackmail, anger, begging she manages to collect enviable amounts for the place. the entire family is involved in one way or the other in the collection of funds. i help in some of the letter writing.

when she is not collecting money for the vanita samaj she is busy imagining ways of getting all the grandchildren married. now that rahul (my elder cousin) is set, i am next in line and am a perpetual disappointment to her in not willing to tie the knot to some pretty marathi girl. though i remember falling for her powers of persuasion once and spending an evening walking anti clockwise 4 times around shivaji park with one eligible bachelorette making small talk about small things. since then i have suitably avoided any such situations sometimes awkwardly, sometimes skillfully.

an amazing networker, she is able to trace my family to the most obscure areas of the world.. she has already shown that there is absolutely every single state of the country represented in the far reaches of the branches of the family tree. my father insists that she will be able to show exactly how bill clinton is related to us is she needs to.

his '‘out-law’' he calls her.

great cook- as we all insist our grandmothers are, her speciality- at least to me- being the mango pickle that is packed in many jars in late summer for distribution to the family.

she takes a walk every evening and is flirted with by every man in the neighbourhood. one in particular being the young parsi man with tight shorts and t-shirt and a few labradors who insists that he is her boyfriend and calls her 'leela'- much to her amusement.

she loves the event of a ritual but does not care for the religious reason for its existence- secular, liberal, energetic, a lover of music, reading and culture as much as my grandfather was.

from the stories i hear it seems like there were musicians and books streaming through the amravati house perpetually. the stories also include snippets of a life in a small town- the dogs that were so devoted that they followed the car home from kilometers away, the well in the compound where everyone learnt swimming by being thrown into the pool by her brother who lived close by, and so many more.

i have a strange proxy nostalgia for all of these images that i have never experienced myself but can see the spaces where they happened. i love the stories- i make them part of my heritage.

Thursday, May 12, 2005

vikalp


the screening room

yesterday was the birthday of the alternative film venue- vikalp. i don’t know how many of you know of the genesis of vikalp- but it was born when the official film festival rejected a number of films that were controversial in nature- that spoke about the gujarat riots, etc.

as a reaction to this, film makers decided to start an alternative film festival just opposite the ravindra natya mandir where the official film festival was taking place in a building called the ‘bhupesh gupta bhavan’. this building i am sure has some strange history which has led to it becoming an icon in the left-wing world of the city, with che guevara posters, etc. this building was also the center of the world social forum in mumbai. anyways, all this low cost left wing ness is not very comfortable. the ‘auditorium’- if you can call it that is this multipurpose room where makeshift arrangements are made to see the films. it is extremely hot and the sound isnt very good. in spite of all of this, the auditorium was full and the films were all interesting.


paro commiting hara kiri after the screening

the controversy around the development of the mill lands was covered by more than one film, ‘a tale of two cities’ was one – pretty much straightforward issue documentary, madhu’s amitabh bachchan film was i guess also looking at similar issues but with far more sophistication and humour. there were two films made by the children of mill workers that were also shown- one about hair cutting saloons in the area and another about the impending demolition of the only marathi language theater of the area ‘bharat mata’.

paro showed two films – one on the mill lands and another on the new trend of 'vegetarian only' high rises in south mumbai with her and renuka shahane dressed up as godesses by tushar. hmm.. and then there were the others.. a film on dhol players living off azad maidan (very interesting), one two shot film about ‘what goes around comes around’ ('right here, right now'), one nri tribute to his mother by showing how samosas are made (?) and one black and white film noir tribute that looked like it was american- ‘the incredible shrinking woman’ which according to me was trite. the last film was on the slum demolitions mentioned in an earlier post- but it was so hot inside i could not wait anymore and spent most of the film outside in the slightly less sweltering lift lobby waiting for the film to end.

later cakes were cut and birthday candles were blown before which i emotionally blackmailed kalpit into contributing to abeers collection box for the continued survival of ‘vikalp' and am asking all of you to do so too. hopefully they will afford air conditioning one day- but will it be politically correct? will we feel the trauma of mill workers if we are not sweating, i wonder. am i being too flippant? have we lost our sense of humour?


a 'go vikalp' cake

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

'the war of the worlds'



the hollywood highly anticipated film of the year- i have to join in the fray. steven speilberg and tom cruise team up after the exciting 'minority report' to redo h g wells' 'war of the worlds'.

hopefully it wont wallow in the speilbergian sentimentaility that pissed me off so much in 'schindlers list' or in 'saving private ryan'. no matter... we still have to go see.. slaves that we are- to the cult of the hype.

a section of the highway




anything that grows in the way of speed must die on the western express highway. entire chunks of hills, fully grown trees and the homes of slum dwellers have been sliced into clean halves by the clean hard lines of efficiency, leaving the unoffending parts standing. like section lines in a drawing.

i wish these were better photographs but this is all that a camera phone out of the tinted glass of a maruti zen speeding at 80 can capture- after all it is for my comfort that this devastation is necessary.


cafe olympia



lunch at café olympia on colaba causeway in between meetings. the classic irani hotel. double height with a mezzanine, marble topped tables, wooden furniture with decorative glass. and great food.



Sunday, May 08, 2005

the view from the window of the living room

sara din sarabhai

on star one- i have spent almost all of my waking sunday watching the back to back episodes of 'sarabhai vs sarabhai' - a mothers day special on star one- the yellow washed new star channel. i am watching a hindi sitcom regularly, i think after decades. a comedy about 'high society' and 'so- middle class' values.. i am just so 'downmarket' nowadays.. the show is great fun.

Saturday, May 07, 2005

assorted asides

Besides the heritage presentation meeting on Wednesday the other big meeting of the week was the academic council meeting today which never fails to give us all in the school trauma- if only for all the paper work we have to generate to prove that we do actually do some work in the school.

We presented the status of the three design cell projects - the juhu market proposal, the aga khan housing study and amisha presented the sustainability of commercial buildings project. Long and packed with so much tension these meetings are even though there is nothing really to get tense about.

Also this week saw the final Thesis presentations of the leftovers of Ateyas Class. Eshraj, Nehal, Noella and my very own Khyatee and Kiran Kolhe. Khyatees rather well made annex ot the Opera House got into a controversy because she did not 'respect' the earlier building enough. Kirans project suffered from a severe lack of architectural skill. I wish I had a photograph of Khyatees model.

The office refrigerator is still largely empty and amit keeps taunting me about it. I am going to get some bread an butter and keep it in it to make him happy. Meanwhile, our phone from MTNL has not yet arrived and Mukul completely blew his top at the smiling obsequious man who came to solve the problem. Letters to the press have been threatened. Hopefully, that should make someone act a little more quickly.

Meanwhile my swimming plans seem destined to fail. Every evening on my way back I plan to go to the club to swim and reduce the burgeoning ponch that makes my mom so livid. This week when I got there the pool was invaded by the crew of a 'd' grade hindi film with tara sharma and 6 other swimsuit clad babes.. three bikinied blondes and three slightly more clad desis.

I had to retreat to the lap pool where throngs of kids were learning to swim, until the film crew followed me there for the beauties to pose seductively under waterfalls. I should have tried out for a role as an extra- maybe I could have then finally been able to get a dip. But I don’t think I will look good in a two piece.

‘hum to tere aashiq hain’


the stage

the audience
the brand new theater in borivili is the probodhankar thakery auditorium with its enormous terrace from where u enter the auditorium. the terrace is fantastic to wait on and watch throngs of hard core marathi middle class families come out for their cultural evening out. the interior of the auditorium is all wood and air conditioned. very plush.

this week our cultural evening was when madhavi mami, mom and me went for ‘hum to tere aashiq hain’- a play that i was told is extremely funny and entertaining, having won loads of different highly respectable awards.

the play was formulaic froth about the travails of recently married couples with the usual one liners about the laziness of men or the cantankerousness of women, except in this case the man was hindu and girl muslim- the big twist being that the differences that emerge between them are not because of their differing faiths. and this rather conventional story was told in a school play idea of entertainment by inserting hindi film song interludes to entertain and a sutradhar who told the story while participating in it. very disappointing.

the cast was generally ok, except for this guy called jitendra joshi- who i had seen earlier in a play called ‘mukkampost bombilwadi’ where hitler loses his way as he is flying from japan to germany and lands in a coastal town called bombilwadi. that play was hilarious and joshi was fantastic. another place i have seen this guy is a show on zee marathi called ‘campus- a fair war’- a half hour piece where every week he profiles people and events in different colleges across maharashtra. with an absolutely great sense of timing, a chaplinesque physical humour and sensitive and intelligent approach, the show is extremely entertaing because of him. the best host of a how on tv right now- i think.

Friday, May 06, 2005

copper pod and laburnum


copper pods at gorai

laburnums on the highway

and suddenly all over the city now there are golden flowers everywhere you turn. copper pods and laburnums. sweltering heat, clear blue summer skies with white tufts of clouds and bright yellow flowers.

the rain trees are dark and gloomy with delicate pink buds. waiting for the fiery gulmohurs to bloom.



Thursday, May 05, 2005

heritage 'listing project' meeting

the heritage movement listing project meeting was yesterday at the mmrda where we arrived in a bevy of divas. nayana, shireen, rashne, prachi, sonal, zankhana; and sachin, arun, abhay and me.

the project is to look at the existing list of heritage buildings in mumbai and examine its anomalies and contradictions (of which there are many) yesterday was the pre-final presentation which went off all right with a great amount of debate on whether we or abha or neera should list new buildings within precincts. everyone is trying to pass the buck to the other. neera- whom we all think should be doing the work is trying to pass it on to abha and us- saying that it is within our scope- while we obviously differ. after a long discussion i think we kind of succeeded in ridding us of the responsibility.

another discussion centered around whether completely transformed buildings would yet be considered worth listing. that was a strange debate where 20 storied buildings built over the past year were considered worthy of listing- merely because they once were important- but they don’t exist now! that did not seem to matter. weird.



above: Jhulelal House- on D N Road. a completely rebuilt building. not a single part of it is original. by using a pastiche of 'classical' elements it claims a slot in the existing heritage list. should it be deleted? the argument against its deletion is that once deleted the building will be rebuilt as a glass tower. but if there were precinctual guidelines for the development along D N Road this point would be moot. so i think... and what exactly is wrong with glass towers anyway?

meanwhile sukhtankar who has been part of every single important decision regarding the heritage movement in mumbai since its inception was eager to point out that we should not do anything that might challenge the validity of the earlier listing. but is not the entire basis for the re-examination of the original list as well as exploration for new buildings the apparent inadequacies of the old list?

other such strangeness- the grading mechanism. there are three main grades for heritage buildings: grade 1, grade 2 (which has two sub grades 'a' and 'b') and grade 3- in descending order of importance. with the regulations being as lax as they are on the protection of these buildings almost all of the grades allotted are pretty pointless because the offer the building no protection at all. changes are rampant everywhere as perhaps they need to be. an example is the high court building which was a 'grade ii a' building where no changes were allowed in the compound. with an amendment to the rule prodded by the judge now a new annex is being built in the compound of the building. so we are upgrading everything as the lower grades mean virtually nothing. the only really protected grade is the grade 1 category - because no changes are allowed at all. now do we want to live in a city of hollow monuments?

perhaps we need to look at the conservation and heritage movement a little more holistically to make it more relevant- like an urban renewal and design approach rather than an artifactual. what that exactly entails i dont know. but i do suspect that unless we are able to develop a strategy to dovetail it with development, as against 'against development'- the way it stands right now- it might become more and more irrelevant.


Monday, May 02, 2005

aaji's day out

a long sunday outing for aaji- first mom and me took her to the office which she saw for the first time. met mayuri anushree and amit there.

then aaji wanted to buy me a refrigerator for the office. at ‘sony mony’ in andheri we got a fancy white one which now sits in the ‘beer lounge.’.

lunch at rahuls house where sushma had made chicken; and then sat to see the beginning of ‘lucky: no time for love’ with salman khan and ash look alike sneha ullal doing incredibly cute things in russia. gave it up in 15 minutes and instead saw ‘zeher’ – a bhatt tale of extramarital love and crime- which was much better than i expcted in every way. there was a plot, it was reasonably well-made and everyone looked quite hot- though i do have my reservations about shamita shetty.

i had to leave the film before the ending because dad was waiting for us at inorbit. we met him there in the throngs that descend upon the place on a sunday evening. you cant imagine how bad it is. i don’t know how paul and prasad live so close to the mall.

bought me a new pair of trousers, mom a bag and other such stuff. aaji was quite a sport and even jumped on to an escalator in spite of all our trepidation.

exhausted right now- cant believe i have a whole long days work ahead of me.

Sunday, May 01, 2005

'kaal'


after the fellowship juries in college where kiran did not seem to understand anything but kept insisting on screaming ‘and stuff like that..” amit and me went to fame andheri post juries and saw ‘kaal’.. and don’t ask me how the film was..

it starts off with john abrahams navel, moves to esha deol’s, then vivek oberois hair and finally lara duttas legs. ajay devgan comes in as a guide turned ghost towards the end. there seemed to be absolutely no good things about the film. and even then i find it difficult to really judge whether i liked it or not ‘cus no matter how bad a horror film is- i can never watch it. too scared. I remember trying to watch ‘vaastu shastra’ in bhavnagar with the 3rd years kids, where me and amita spent most of the movie outside in the lobby.

but i can still vouch for the fact that ‘kaal’ directed by this dude called sohum who seems to have half learnt something at ram gopal varmas factory was terribly acted, badly written, terribly shot.

karan johar must have known the dud that was being unleashed at the cinemas and seems to have pulled all stops in an incessant promotional campaign including ‘kutting with karan’ slots on mtv and a supposedly sizzling item number with shah rukh and malaika which was very hohum. the theater was full- so i guess he has been successful.

can i just end with an aside on the supremely untalented longhairs masquerading as musicians salim and suleiman. overdone, acontextual thumps and bleeps, desperately anglicized ‘baybahs’ and ‘oooo yeahs’ to kinda y’know … be kool. '

kool’ it sure was – just not very good.

Saturday, April 30, 2005

m.i.a. : arular



i am struggling with the relationship of personal history, pop and politics in m.i.a.'s 'arular'. maya arungalpasam - sri lankan, lesbian daughter of a tamil tiger moved to london with her mother via india escaping the violence of her homeland. she makes refugee mongrel music collaging hip hop, motorcycle sounds, bleeps, grinds, whines and anything else that she can find. like a rag-picker she works on the collage as a form with impurities everywhere even more than beck, perhaps with as much humour, but with a streak of violence.

it is this violence and its sources that I find fascinating. the album art (done by herself- she is a student of art) and her own persona appropriates terrorist imagery not only of the LTTE but also other images of violence- bombs, tanks, machine guns, aeroplanes. she mangles language, words- any form of articulation in spite of claiming an 'education'. ( "education is so important. i think especially if you are the other, then it's always good for you to know what people think about you.")

the debate rages everywhere on the internet on analyzing her relationship with the LTTE. after all she did name her album after the LTTE name of her father.

how much of yourself do you use for your art? isn't all art political? what happens when the art form is pop with its urge to categorize, commodify and consume?

many listeners are disappointed that the album has no overt 'messages' in the lyrics for us to be able to place her in a clear relationship with her past. does she hate it, love it, respect it, reject it?. it is this ambiguity that i think must be the albums greatest success. her identity is inherent in it. it is as 'truthful' as we are supposed to expect from a pop music of resistance.

with its eclectic sampling, propulsive maddening rhythms, the compulsive challenging phraseology, the album art work with her defiant stare at the camera-the music is simultaneously extremely personal and therefore political- and you cant stop yourself from dancing to it.

"If I represent anything, it's what it's like to be a civilian caught up in a war."

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

more juries and some tv


today technical juries in college and it was a minefield of portfolios outside the design cell.. the jury composition is changing slowly- dont know what repercussions that is going to have on the results..

also mukul came back from berlin and amsterdam last night and i met him today. he has got me a nice lamp for the office that is going to find its place in between the two beds in the beer lounge.

saw 'remember the titans' on tv - a predictable true story with denzel washington playing the coach of a mixed race american football team. inspirational melodrama with a hackneyed plot. fallen heroes, male bonding, tough talk, yawn.

and then 'american idol' which has much worse singers than 'Indian idol'. the only ones i kind of can tolerate are the rocker dudes- bo and constantine- and that too not very much. its strange watching these leather clad supposed former alternative junkies turn on the sentimental glop that it is assumed to win the competition.

speaking of sentimental glop, i hear aishwarya rai is to be on oprah- a real match made in heaven. i can almost hear ash go "in our culture..." like its some exotic abstruse phenomenon unintelligible to american eyes.

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

the case against michael jackson



thanks you bahaar, thank you
for bringing this to my attention- this amazing phenomenon

'the case against michael jackson'

marvelous, fantastic.
i cant believe i am that entertained by it.
it reads like a sleaze portrait of the us of a..
a riot.

where else can you get headlines like:

The Telltale 'Splotch'

Former Neverland cook turned porno "authority" to testify that he saw Michael Jackson molest Macaulay Culkin at ranch

A late night vaseline demand, an "aroused" King of Pop, and a teenage boy in the bedroom

Comedian: Father of Jackson's accuser a louse, mother a mouse

'Urine Trouble'

Nation of Islam denies involvement with Jackson

Mother: Jackson plotted family's demise in hot air balloon

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and more and more.. the party does not stop.

the details, the accusations- "The private world of Michael Jackson reveals that, instead of cookies and instead of milk, you can substitute wine, vodka and bourbon", the peter pan backdrop 'incident', playboy and hustler- no teenage boys, piggy back wearing only a towel, heard two locks click, the colour of swimming trunks 'side by side on the floor'.. a samsonite suitcase full of magazines featuring "barely legal" teens and '60s-era magazines depicting children at nudist camps.. the boy was taught to seduce celebrities, the chimpanzee holds the clue...
the list goes on and gets more and more graphic, more and more sordid.

it is too much for one mere post to handle

for more grossness (if you have the stomach for it) you can go to- CourtTV or The Smoking Gun

and if you are too embarrassed by these web sites - for the pretense of unbiased, non-sensationalistic reportage there's always CNN - as usual.

jury duty

home early from jury duty at the academy of architecture- completely disappointed with the work.. a 'rural' project meant to be created in the vernacular 'flavour' like it is some kind of a formula.. case studies of other sloping roofed buildings in mumbai were supposed to help them build more huts in valsad. vernacular flavour = sloping roofs and courtyards.. awful awful buildings.

but perhaps less oppressive than the 'convention centers' at sion which was their 'urban' project.. enormous, scale less.. the only exploration there after a design brief that even went so far that it specified the colour of the internal walls (off white) was in roof and plan shapes. there was only so much one could say- no wonder me and pitkar got done early.

miles and eons worse than the experience yesterday at d y patil where i quite honestly was not expecting much. a young dynamic faculty was willing to risk the university by allowing the students to develop programs and choose sites. the projects were an art gallery in vashi with 'porosity' as a key word and the rural project was in kutch where the students through site studies decided the exact program and site for a handicraft center.

the projects were all right enough- but the students were enthusiastic and interested. vidya, my co-juror and me had very interesting discussions with the kids- especially this guy called ashish- i dont know how many of you remember the daniel libeskind lecture in college- but ashish was the guy who attacked his royal libeskindness with the accusation of being a scavenger of death. his projects, caught up in the architectonic urge to formalness could also be accused of the same- but it was good to talk to him.

i must say that neelkanth, satyajit and his co-faculty were able to inspire the kids like i think we at krvia have forgotten to do. as i mentioned earlier in the blog- we have become completely safe- all excitement has dissipated..

we have become the Man of of the 'School of Rock' - we need someone to stick it to us.

get some youthful charisma and charm back into the school.. i take back all i ever said about the danger of heroes.

at least they can inspire us when we are young as long as we remember to grow out of them when we get older.

Monday, April 25, 2005

'school of rock'



the redemptive power of rock and roll - loud, silly and ridiculous but with the undying belief that 'one great rock show can change the world'.

dead poets society meets spinal tap.

richard linklater the man who makes philosophical talk-fests (before sunrise, waking life) and jack 'chubby and sexy' black inspring us to stick it to the Man.


the blackboard- read and learn.

Saturday, April 23, 2005

characters volume 2: meet mukul



avijit mukul kishore.. the man with three first names.. close friend and great cameraman..once from delhi then a ftii, pune graduate- and now a bombayite living in a tall building in borivili east with his brother and sister in law.

a favourite with every left leaning documentary film maker and visual artist in the city.. the latest experiment in video art? a film on aids? an experimental film on mumbai? must ask mukul..

adorable guy- just ask anyone who has met him. gentle, caring, responsible and sweet. the darling of all mothers who want sons-in-law just like him.

loves his food and drink- especially.... actually especially everything edible- as evidenced by his spherical self..

he has a ridiculous sense of humour that is annoyingly punny and can be shocking with its bawdiness.. even more shocking because it is spoken by this baby faced 'good boy'. a great manipulator of the power of image.. in more ways than one.

semi-celebrity even since he was in college- when he hosted a youth program on delhi doordarshan - which he has clips of but refuses to show absolutely anybody. though i have seen photos of a bespectacled, thinner and gawky boy sitting in front of a typical blue dd backdrop.

a 'radio announcer voice' that hosted a radio program on classical music (western) and my guide through the world of symphones and concertos, which he knows better than most.

teaches photography in college and is my teacher too- black and white developing and printing. the photo in my profile is courtesy him.. the guy manages to outdo me by clicking the only great photo in a roll in which i have desperately attempted to create masterpieces.

tarkovsky fan- another phenomenon that we enjoy together- fancy foreign art films.

terrible reader- claims he is dyslexic.. i think he is just lazy..

great singer- great ear for a tune- has to hear it just once to remember it for the rest of his life. though our singing classes on sunday mornings with my mother turned out to be a complete farce.

aficionado of hindi films and their music; is able to remember lyrics of obscure songs and give you the bio-data of the film maker in a thrice.

made a beautiful documentary about his parents 'snapshots from a family album' that i recommend to everyone to watch.

we speak every single day when he is in town- and mostly even when he is not- which is very often.

he couldnt wait for the next installment of the 'characters' series... wonder what he thinks of this one..


georgina maddox on mukul and his film in the 'indian express'

Friday, April 22, 2005

basic design and other happenings of the week.


theres been a colonization by strange objects all over the college building- again.. this time it’s the first year work.. here are a few images of the many weird interventions around the building.. including- some floating boxes, false columns that sway with the wind, wind chimes, tree roots that try to trip you, steps leading to nowhere, an inverted cone of light and many others..

subodh came for the jury along with shilpa gupta.. it was good to see him in college again- i really miss his madness and his ability to turn a carefully made model up side down and insist that it is better that way. i still remember kausha's bubbles all over the nashik ghats courtesy mr dhairyavan.

why have we all become so sane so suddenly? i guess it also comes from being stuck teaching senior years.. the dreaded 'university semesters'.

speaking of which- i go as external juror on monday and tuesday to other colleges for the first time.. lets see how that turns out.

the air conditioner got to the office this week along with the new chairs.. the ac promptly blew the wires out as soon as it was connected leaving us with no eletricity. repairs have to be done tomorrow. aaji insists on buying us a fridge and i cant decided what size.

meanwhile- i went and saw 'hazaaron khwaishen aisi' again with aaji, ranjit, mom, dad and madhavi mami yesterday.. still liked the film seeing it through the eyes of those whom it presented. mom loved the second half while dad had problems with its disjointed nature- he could not decide what the film was 'about'.

what is a portrait 'about'?

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

two days

the last few days have brought to bear on my mind the reason why i keep the blog.. what is the purpose for it?.. it was meant to be a log of things that have happened in my life no matter how mundane, entertaining or terrible- for myself.

however, somewhere along the way the consciousness of the ‘reader’ began to take over .. not that that was a bad thing but i began to want to entertain or inform.. i guess that too inescapable.. the blog must therefore by its very nature swerve between these two extremes and find many more in-betweens.. this post is for the record- the diary.


exam hall

sunday was a day spent in college holding entrance examinations for entry into architecture school. utterly boring and extremely tiring.. terrible question papers leading to even worse responses from the poor students. i don’t think i want the students who do well in this examination to join our college.. so much to unlearn..

jude d’souza currently doing a fellowship in college lost his father on monday. ninad, aditya, ubaid, paul, pallavi and me attended the funeral service at vakola church and the burial at kalina cemetery. jude is the youngest of three brothers and looked devastated that day. i wished there was more that i could do, besides offering condolences.

Saturday, April 16, 2005

'hazaaron khwaishen aisi'



sorry babu for yet another post about a movie- but this one i could not let go of.. went and saw sudhir mishra’s ‘hazaaron khwaishen aisi’ today and i must say that i was and am completely stunned.

a film that is set in the time that i was born, during the emergency of the 70’s- around the intertwined lives of three characters, all dealing differently with the political climate of the time. the characters being- the daughter of a civil servant in delhi (chitrangda singh - who is probably one of the most beautiful women i have seen on the hindi screen),, siddarth- the naxalite son of a marxist judge (kay kay menon) and vikram (shiny ahuja) a small town middle class man who becomes a ‘fixer’ in the circles of the powerful.

i had seen half of the film in 2003 when sonal shah had sneaked a copy of the film to college until i destroyed the vcr by walking into the cables in the darkness of the av room.. and though i had loved the bit i had seen then i was expecting much less from the film today.

in spite of my initial reservations though i cant rave enough about the film.. compelling, serious and epic in proportions- the film explored so many complicated issues vital to our selves as indians unflinchingly and intelligently.. if ever there was a film that portrayed the machinations and tribulations of the development of the indian nation it must be this one.

so far removed from the fluff that passes as alternative cinema nowadays.

and so i must say that when shekhar kapur endorses the film as undoubtedly one of the best films to come out of india in recent times- he knows what he is talking about.

highly recommended.. please go see..

Friday, April 15, 2005

characters volume 1: meet my father

this the first in a series of sketches of people in my life and who have been spoken about in this blog- for the regular readers whom i hope exist... but more merely for the fun of it.



d. sundararajan.. my father.. an rf and microwave engineer from iit, madras and iisc bangalore which he still considers his home town to distance himself from his tamilian roots (to get away from jayalalitha and the emphatic melodrama that he tried to but hasn’t been able to get out of his blood.)

once a business man dealing in a variety of different electronic things and now a teacher and hero to many young men who have walked through our doors- including many who pretended to be my friends but actually were coming only to spend time with my dad.. i used to be jealous of him until i realized that i could use his charisma to become even more popular.

fabulous self deprecating sense of humor and story teller of many "‘once when i was in iisc… "‘ stories..

terrible singer (we cant decide whether it’s the off-key notes, the off beat rhythmn or just the terrible voice that mangles lyrics beyond comprehension (‘eena meena deeka’ is ‘living la vida loca’- sung with a groan at the end that would make hema malini proud..)

conversationalist who can talk about almost anything with almost anybody that he meets anywhere.. like that chat with an auto rickshaw driver who told him that both atal bihari vajpayee and abdul kalam were definitely gay, prodded into this revelation by my father's embarassing unashamed curiosity to know what everyone in the world he meets is about.

he makes great coffee in the mornings, tires us with stories of obscure references to rf technicalities that we know nothing about.. and would like to know even lesser.. he would rather spend his entire day at home with all of us around than go out for a film or a play..

thoroughly eccentric, ebullient, extremely liberal, entertaining and perpetually energetic he succeeds completely at making the rest of the family feel guilty for the laziness we believe is our right.

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

'kwaidan' and /or the ghost of the eternally japanese


since i had promised myself no blogs for a while after my blog roll over the weekend, this one to break that vow.. to note the japanese ghost story ‘kwaidan’ told through a korean artists eyes -a story involving a faceless woman, a blind artist, a haunted lake and an army of ghosts in superb drawings and water color like renderings.. an ‘adult’ comic book it is with a sex scene thrown in to underline the point. it was so much of what i expected it to be and extremely satisfying as such.

but can the imagination of japan or korea or china or the ‘oriental’ in the movies and books that i have seen (kurosawa to tarantino) ever go beyond samurais in robes, mysterious spiritual forces and archaic codes of conduct that are followed with such great rigor. can a contemporary love story set in japan ever capture our imagination without it being couched in the rhetoric of the japanese conservatism or its strangeness to an outsiders eyes?

kausik says that tadao ando is famous in the west because his work is quintessentially ‘japanese’ in the way that the west would like to imagine japan. all tatami mat austere minimalism.

i wish i could also accept it as such and not fall into the trap of wanting to see beyond but be absolutely unable to break the caricature of a people that gives me such a sense of power over them.



Sunday, April 10, 2005

batman : 'the hush'


the villains

perhaps what i speak here is sacrilege- always a sucker for the big star cast and the star vehicle, the batman comic ‘the hush’ was perfectly made for me. the star here was not the character but the artist- jim lee legendary from the x-men.

the graphic novel celebrated the newness of the vision to point where every single one of the batman’s friends and foes are roped into a convoluted conspiracy storyline where lee gets to draw the ‘dark knight’, robin, huntress, oracle, alfred, ra’s al ghul, talia, jim gordon, killer croc, lady shiva, harley quinn, nightwing, the joker, poison ivy, the riddler, the scarecrow, clayface, two-face, superman, lois lane- and especially and very lovingly the sexy catwoman.

the drawings are fabulous, the vision amazing but the somewhere the storyline and the characters don’t seem to be fully rounded. the weird eccentricities and the complicated relationships of the batman though always present as themes throughout the piece fade to the background as the narrative twists and turns suddenly introducing new characters and just as quickly removing them so that someone new can come along.

inescapable this is, I guess, when we try to squeeze every single thing out of a once in a lifetime opportunity. control, yaar!



the heroes

paradise on earth: the bikini islands

i have heard many times that american citizens do not know why the world hates them so much. my suggestion to them would be simple to watch this show that was on the ‘discovery channel’ right now on the ‘bikini islands’ in the south pacific. yet another in the never ending list of stories of american imperialism and wide eyed self righteous ignorance. the show itself has to be seen for two reasons – for the disturbing story it tells and even more for the disturbing way the story is told.

a recap of the story for all of you- as i was- unaware of the story. post the world war two devastation of hiroshima and nagasaki the usa wanted to further test the effects of nuclear bombs on entire populations- (duh- they get decimated -i could have told them that!). to check the various levels of destruction possible they emptied an entire group islands called the ‘bikini islands’ in the south pacific of its population, promising them a safe return, filled the waters around the islands with aircraft carriers and battleships and bombed them- with over two dozen nuclear bombs for around a decade. the largest bomb ever dropped anywhere was dropped on bikini on march 1, 1954. called bravo, it was a hydrogen bomb 1000 times more powerful than the bomb that was dropped on hiroshima.

they recorded these tests, filmed them, analyzed the destruction caused and left- leaving in the wake of the tests an entire portion of the land and the water of the area simmering with radioactivity. naturally the original inhabitants of the place could not go back to the land; many people died and many are still suffering the mutations and diseases caused by the tests.

the show (american made) i saw today on tv swerved between two stories- that of the original bombings and that of the fabulous relics of battleships that lie underneath the waters for divers to discover.

it was truly amazing how with the simple act of describing the blatant atrocity of the act it was assumed that forgiveness has been granted for all the violence caused. this ease by which a wrong is righted by the supposed acceptance of a ‘mistake’ was only one part of the show that angered me. the rest of the show, with lingering shots on the drowned guns and bombs, spoke about the fact that today the remains of the battleships are tourist attractions making the local economy boom- isnt that just great!

first you bomb the place, kill an entire way of life- then to make it better you say that it finally turned out all right because at least there are people coming to see what we did to you. you're making money because of our atrocities - be grateful! and of course the locals were presented in that wonderful way that ‘otherizes’ them further- wearing flower garlands and dancing- as the friendly ‘locals’ whose capacity for anger has been sucked away by the american propaganda machine convincing them of both the american regret (like a child saying sorry after he has eaten the stolen sweets); and of their own banal smiling acceptance of it all.

the show went further to say that this chain of islands is a 'paradise on earth' for all who want to see what the ravages of history can result in- if you are a junkie for the extremely surreal thrill- you cannot give the bikini island a miss! like a ride in an amusement park.

and this is a country that is now serving us more platitudes on world peace and the irresponsible leaders in the third world who would not behave 'in the best interests' with nuclear power. sometimes I almost empathize with terrorists.

the ‘bikini’- by the way- the two piece swim suit – symbol of lazy summer afternoons to help white skins get tanned on california beaches was named after the islands during the testing period by a french designer who thought that it was wonderful how his creation made women look like they would after a nuclear bomb blew all their clothes away- cute story, eh?

Saturday, April 09, 2005

three films on love



teenage romances are filled with a strange tension between the blatantly sexual and the prudishly virginal. ‘maine pyar kiya’ today on tv was a revelation for the amount of festering eroticism that exists in between bhagyashree and salman khan. the covert looks that she gives at the hair on his chest that can be seen just below his neck, the highly eroticized shin injury that is fetishized by salman khans imagination, the void of the central atrium in that plaster of paris house across which looks are exchanged in between bedrooms.. his body extremely ‘male’ and hers extremely ‘female’ wrapped in baby clothes and baby talk- frills and puffs- ‘friends’ caps- ‘i love you so much it hurts’ on a heart shaped card- the paraphernalia of post adolescence reeking with the odour of their bodies through which proxy connections are made in place of the impure physical .. she caresses his jacket, he fondles a shoe.. leaving so much more to our over active imagination..



so much more erotic than ‘tango’ this argentinean film where dance seems like a metaphor for the sexual games between men and women.. imagine the possibilities- the tango has always seemed to me to be a dance form where the players literally make love in public.. extremely posed in appearance the dance assigns clear roles to the male as the strong leader around which female skirts swirl. of course the roles are often reversed and the boundaries do get blurred- which makes the erotic content of the dance form extremely heavy- after all what is eroticism if not slightly twisted. the movie on the other hand was just plain boring with its po-mo attempts at self reflexivity and overly stylized cinematography.

and eroticism is almost non-existent in a yash chopra film- its as if sex has been effectively air brushed away into oblivion. there is and always i think should be a certain element of the ‘base’ in descriptions of love in between two people. ‘mohaabbatein’ except for a few scenes in between the young men and their lovers instead preferred to smoothen all edges and prettify the abstract idea of love into an ideal with almost no relation to the real felt emotion.